OK, so I’m not literally hiding behind my blog name as my ‘About Me’ page has all the information you need to know … well, all I’d like you to know, trust me … and I’m not really that shy in letting you all know I’m Helen, really. But … on deciding whether to go to Britmums Live in June, it got me thinking … there will hopefully be some people attending that will know Justsayingmum … I dearly hope so! … but, scarily, no one will know me … Helen … yikes!
Alright, you’ve rumbled me, this isn’t about me being shy and this isn’t really about me being too wary of turning up with no friends and sitting in the corner, with my little plate of hospitality sandwiches and a glass of bubbles (they serve bubbles right?), hoping that someone will come and say hello … smiling manically at anyone who passes by, trying to convey “Hey, I’m Justsayingmum, please be my friend” … but it is going to be bizarre as a relatively new blogger out there … I know it will be super fantastic and inspiring … and I’ll learn heaps … but there a couple of things niggling …
… firstly, in my blog I try to be quite funny … well, I kind of think so … will people on meeting Helen find her funny? What if they don’t … I may return home to find that my twitter followers have dropped to zero and my blog followers dwindled considerably with comments such as “Oo did you meet Justsayingmum? Thought she would be so much funnier in person … how disappointing, you never really know do you? Just goes to show doesn’t it?”
… or will people comment “goodness, there’s that woman who writes all those mean things about her children … she really isn’t fit to be a mother … her poor kids” And goodness … I wouldn’t blame them … really, those poor kids! Oh, come on, I know all of the blogging community are totally gorgeous but I can’t be the only one that has a little trepidation about people meeting the real person behind the blog name … surely?
… but apart from feeling just a tad self-conscious about people meeting Helen … there’s going to be, like, Royalty there …. all those big super mummy bloggers who I follow that I am in total awe of … they will be there … it will be like mixing with celebrities … not that I ever have … but one can hope, one can dream, one can imagine … but, on meeting some big superstar mummy blogger, what would I say? … “Oh I love your blog” … I can just imagine the glances at my little plastic name badge (we get one of those right? …. yikes … do I put Helen or Justsayingmum? That’s a whole other dilemma!), looking back up at my face and thinking could I not have said something more original!? … no, I’m starstruck!
… what if the mummy bloggers I know and love are nothing like I imagined? What if I quite like knowing them as Fluffypants or BestMummyEver (I’ve made those up!)? What if FunnyBum and StyleItLikeItsHot (again, purely made up … oo if anyone wants a blog name you know where to come, right?) are so sassy that it’ll change how I comment on their blogs next time as they are just way too cool for school? Will it change the dynamics once I know them as real people? Then again, SuperFitMum (made up!) could end up being a brand new best friend … amazing!
… the thing is, I think I quite like hiding behind my blog name … it’s like a little cosy comfort blanket … or a bloody large glass of wine … but, maybe, just maybe, I might find I quite enjoy people meeting Helen … and Helen meeting FluffyPants, BestMummyEver, FunnyBum, StyleItLikeItsHot and SuperFitMum … just saying!